wow.....this blog is sooooooooo dead....
sry luvrainyday for pangseh-ing u sooooooooooooo long..haha
during the period i didnt blog, many things happen.alot alot alot of things..
juz now before i decided to post again, i went to my blog and read back some of the posts.
haiz... things are much different now...
the whole day of today no communication wif him,cuz his hp left wif his fren.WTF!
the feeling i feelng now is totally sux..
i wonder how im going to survive when i go back myanmar after exam for 1 month.1 MONTH LEH!
i wonder wat he is doin now...confirm game or tv or slp. -_-
will he even be thinking of me for atleast 1 min? i d k...no answer no clue.haiz..
hmmm watever....i cant do anything..is beyond my control.watever la....let the fate decide ba..really donno wat he is thinking.haiz...

ok change subject.
exam coming le!!woot!really looking forward for EYE. ^^
am i ready?NO
ok.i think better go study now ba.
will try to post if i can.

i hope no one(especially him) know i start my blog again?(bec i might be making use of this to say watever i want and watever i feel) (:


currently : miss him.i wonder if he is tired or not.cuz he has been RUNNING through my mind since morning!lol

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im tired..haiz..last year is definitely better than this year..by alotalotalot of things...sux la...

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today can say is my 'first time' go to shooting.LOL.
when start, i serious forget everything
'where is the gloves ar?'
'where is the cards ar?'
'where is the jacket ar?'
'where is the pallets ar?'
so embarassing can! like i first time go like tht.then sipei don there laugh laugh laugh..lol
shoot shoot shoot.the coach fiona and liandeng spot alot of mistakes from me.OFCOURSE LA i like damn long time didnt touch the rifle can..plus i not really interested to shoot properly.
my results are on top.not gd rite?!ofcourse la..not serious ma..
finally went to gym after alot of shooting.
I LIKE GYM! lol
when abt to release, mr poh talk to me.cuz fri cant go ma..np wat..then she say muz train 2 times a week.so choose one more day.then i down there donno wat to say.i want go only one day la..then she say come on mon.i like, HUH? then she from there like start to force me go on mon.haiz....ZZZ.i will TRY

k enough of shooting.today went sch early again.though i noe there is no duty cuz rain,but i go ther show myself.at least they noe i put in effort. LOL
so cool sia the weather ^^
after sch went to np room go find him.then lalala then pei him to bus stop say bb then went back sch for shooting.haiz...miss him alot after he went up on bus. is only a few sec leh!wth lor..ph u gd la!got someone like me..LOL
oh ya btw thz JOEY JESSICA KHAN AND SAID for waiting for me ^^

BTW I HATE HER..alot of ppl say she is bitch.Eh think before u say,SHE IS WORST THAN A BITCH.bitch is much more better than her lor!

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today 4 month le.....^^
will 8 months pass very fast?
i cant wait to become 1 year....


today went sch early.
didnt late.actually need help do traffic duty de.
but eiei la!haiz...give up..
lesson okok only geo lesson i slp abit
the rest of the lesson didnt slp at all WOOT!
funny thing happen to guihong haha
aiya read her blog ba
detailed de lol

after sch go bbt drink then come back class slack slack
sry i ps u....but i really feel so hard to communicate wif u....u keep every feeling to urself.me and joey really cant figure out wat u thinking..u don like see me and ph together ma?haiz...donno la..

penghow u todae happy ma?^^

around 5 discuss abt class outing
lalala until 6 then went home
today didnt get to save any money sia..
INGYIN U PIG LA!!!haiz..

today didnt do hw at all
sleepy la....plus he slp since 7.48pm now still haven wake up..haiz..buxiguan la...
after this i going to slp liao
gd nite ppl.....

btw tmr going watch movie.WOOT!lol

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16 march
3 april
18 april
1 july
8 july
13 july
14 july
15 july

all these days i can never forget de..


went to sch late todae.he also late...lol
lessons okok la..chi leeson which was third period i was damn sleepy
so half way through leeson i juz hold the pen and slp.heard ren lao shi de voice and footstep ALOT of time near me.so disturbing can!bt i heck care then continue slp.
she didnt wake me up sia...normally she did but donno y todae didnt.SHIOK!
after recess jiu lesson as per normal.not so sleepy
then math lesson really wan to slp again.but cannot la...mrs poh leh...
ya so tahan tahan tahan until after sch.
meet wif him
went to mac wif guihong and him
saw alot alot of ppl
then went back sch go classroom start to hw
he was juz right beside me...^^
THT PERIOD SO HAPPY SIA!!!!!(shhhh secret!lol)
went home wif hema
reached home 530
lalala donno wat to say liao...


BTW I LOST 2KG AND GROW 2CM!!!!!
MUAHAHHAHAHA
now same height wif guihong and taller than yuening : P

below are my nafa result.quite happy wif it even thought is quite sux
>>>
shutte run : 10.7
pull up : 25
sit up : 43
sit and reach : 40
standing board jump : 174

Labels: one more day to 4th month xD

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yesterday...at 10 30 pm i cried..and stop..and cried..and stop..and cried..
really want to say out the reason but don dare to cuz i scared things might change..
normally when i feel like saying out my personal feelings, i would always go to her..but now tht she is involved in this, who should i go to..
nvm..like he say, it is over..
insecure..
i can never predict wat will happen in future..
i believe many things will change.but plz..anything can change but not the relationship between he and me..
haiz..alot of things i want to say it out but cant...
welll..juz hope nth wif change in future.let the days pass juz like now..

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